blurry days...
10:16 p.m. | 2004-11-13
I’m sick.
I’m sick and bored and slightly annoyed.
Tonight my parents had some friends and family over for dinner and now its 10 pm and I haven’t even left my room…
I’m not a very social person.
I even skipped dinner because Tyler said he would be here around 7 and I thought I would just wait and eat with him, but that all went down the drain.
Whatever.
I’m disappointed.
There is always ways of Tyler getting around disappointing me; I’m just not sure he knows that.
Boys are dumb like that.
I’m thinking about sending Christmas cards out this year for the first time ever. My only problem is that I don’t know anyone’s address. And I really don’t have anyone in mind to send one to…
Tyler said something about getting portrait studio pictures taken together since we haven’t had a professional picture taken together since high school.
I told him I thought we had better wait, since there really was no occasion or reason.
In other words, I want to wait until after I get my damn engagement ring, if ever.
In other news, I will be the big 22 in a few weeks.
19 days to be exact.
I have no plans, as usual. And I will probably spend my birthday either watching movies like when I turned 21, or perhaps sitting in my room folding socks and eating ice cream the way I did when I turned 18…
19 and 20 are such a blur I can’t even remember what the hell I did on those birthdays…
Everyday is a blur lately…
Blah.