why do I bother...
1:36 p.m. | 2002-06-06
I�m still trying to make up my mind about him
Not for now
But for what I see could someday be
Because I take my friends opinions to heart
Hoping that they would know the best for me
They have been wrong before�
But, how could I ever be with someone who is as anti-relationship as me?
I would like to know the basis of my friend�s opinions
And why they would think such a thing
But even more
I would like to know why I�m even considering their opinions after what happen last time
Sometimes I think there is hope in me
Otherwise I wouldn�t even waste my time thinking about this
I really don�t like that�