one F-ed up little white girl....
11:58 p.m. | 2002-07-10
I've tried to commit suicide twice...
I had a nervous breakdown at the age of 18...
I get strung out on diet pills...
I've had eating disorders...
My mother hates me...
My father has never told me he loves me....
ever.
So I've made up my mind that no one is ever going to love me...
I have low self-esteem...
And I'm a bi-polar....
Greg and Ashley think it's weird that I still sleep with a teddy bear....
Go freakin figure...