I read somewhere that someone could actually die from loneliness....
10:25 p.m. | 2003-04-02
Loneliness has started to take over.
The doorbell rang twice tonight and I jumped up and bolted towards it in hopes that it just might be for me�
I didn�t really care whom. Just someone who was thinking about me enough to come by�
Once it was the UPS guy�
The second time it was my sister�s boyfriend.
My phone rang four times today too�
Each time I answered it before the first ring had even ended�
I frantically said hello, hoping that the person on the other end missed me enough to call�
First it was a telemarketer trying to sell me a newspaper�
Second time it was a wrong number�
Third was another telemarketer wanting me to buy life insurance�
Fourth was my mother wanting to know if I needed anything from the grocery store�
I asked for a bottle of rum.
She got me orange juice instead�.
I don�t know how much more of this I can take�